Below are the 11 most recent journal entries recorded in loonyrose's LiveJournal:

Saturday, November 3rd, 2007
3:08 pm	Love Hurts It almost impossible to say what started it, since the members only came to investigate the loud voices, and ended up entering mid-argument, but when they got to the scene it was evident what it was about it. “Do you think I am a fool?” he pleaded with him, “That I could ever believe there wasn’t a chance you weren’t in love with me.” If he hadn’t been so livid in the moment, he could quite possibly have been in tears. “I know you have feelings for me,” He held his cheek in his palm, forcing him to look at him. “Don’t be afraid of us,” “There is no us to be afraid of. What you believed to be a relationship was just an experiment. I was only with because you were something different.” he uttered, not even bothering to be fazed by their close contact. “Don’t say that. You love me, the proof is in the way you kiss me, and the way you touch me. It’s in the passion we emanate when we were making love, not just having sex.” They were way more then just some experiment from the norm. “We were just supposed to be just sex,” At least now there was emotion in his tone, if not annoyance. “No, you may be ruthless, but you are not heartless enough to want sex without substance. We were more; you told me you loved me.” “I lied.” “Why are you doing this?” he whined in that barely there tone you get when you hurt too deeply to ignore. “Because you made things complicated, you fall in love with me. That wasn’t part of the arrangement.” “Arrangement? We were not an arrangement, we were in love. Why are you trying to degrade what we were?” “Because we weren’t what you think we were. You broke the unspoken rule, no falling in love.” “You seki,” he sniveled, giving him a good slap across the face before running off to his bedroom. “It was for his own good,” he defended himself as he walked by the stares of his friends. ~sometime later after all the drama of the evening had died down~ “Kim Heechul, you are a better actor than people give you credit for?” “The same goes to you, Kim Kibum. Now, why don’t you get over here, so we can emanate a little passion while we make lurve.” he simpered, embracing him in his arms for a much need kiss. There was nothing like trying to get into a fake breakup fight to help air out the dirty laundry. ‘Cause sure, they’d agreed on the terms, but some of the things they said hit close to heart. Who would have ever thought they could pull it off, they might have actually convinced everyone they weren’t together anymore. Now things might be able to go back to the way they were before the whole accidental slip of their new found feelings. Just hope there wasn’t too much of a drastic effect on the group’s behavior to Heechul; he did come off as a bit of a villain in the ‘scene’. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: the radio (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 27th, 2007
4:00 pm	Random quiz ( Read more... ) (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 13th, 2007
11:41 am	How well... Everybody wonders "what if" once in a while. What if... 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fight while you were there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Family: WOULD YOU 13. Help me hide a body? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? 15. Hold my hand? 16. Take a bullet for me? 18. Try to solve my problems? . 19. Love me? 20. Date me? HAVE YOU EVER 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. Kept something important from me? 26. Thought I was unbearably annoying? AND MORE 27. Who are you? 28. Are we friends? 29. When and how did we meet? 30. Describe me in three words: 31. What was your first impression? 32. Do you still think that way about me now? 33. What reminds you of me? 34. If you could give me anything, what would it be? 35. How well do you know me? 36. When's the last time you saw me? 37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 38. Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you? Current Mood: sleepy (Comment on this)
Friday, October 5th, 2007
2:12 am	Random Questions 130 Random Questions When was the last time you cried?: Couldn't be more then 30 minutes ago Have you ever faked sick?: I'd be lying if I said never What was the last lie you said?: That I do the dishes Have you ever cried during a movie?: Never during a movie Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?: this hot Asian on the bus Have you ever danced in the rain?: All the time, it's my favorite thing to do Have you ever been drunk?: Never to the point of not remember the next morning Have you ever tried tried drugs?: Beside alcohol, no Do you smoke?: Ew, no What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?: "You show me yours, and I'll show me mine." What is your full name?: Nadine Chantelle Boudreau What is your blood-type?: O positive Have you ever been in a car accident?: No, but witht he way my family drives I imagine it all the time How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?: Damn,I have a bad memory, but I think I was 10 Who was your first kiss?: Again bad memory. Have you ever had an online relationship?: Yes, it was...not official Have you ever had phone-sex?: Yes, the dirtest Have you ever been rejected by a crush?: Yes What is your favourite sport to play?: The great sport of TV watching Have you ever made a prank phone call?: Yes, but I'm not Bart Simpsons Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it?: I never said "I love you" and meant it What's your favourite childhood memory?: Celebrating my birthday on the McDonald's Caboose Is there anything that you have done that you regret?: .....um, yes...I was a...bitch in high school What do you want to be when you grow up?: I don't even know what I want to be right now What is your political persuassion?: Have you ever had cybersex?: With my dirty mind, of course, I was always behind the keyboard when the girls were over Do you believe in g-d?: No Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yes Do you believe in karma?: Yes Who was your first crush?: Jake Who do yo uhave a crush on?: Heechul How would you describe yourself?: dyslexic and bitchy What are you afraid of?: dying and having no one notice for weeks Are you religious?: No What does your screen name mean?: That I'm a crazy freak What person do you trust the most?: Myself Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?: I'm sure a horrible bitch, can't remember his name What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?: can't remember What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?: "God, you should just go die somewhere" What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?: 4 years What is your greatest strength?: my imagination What is your greatest weakness?: my feelings What is your perfect pizza?: Mushrooms, Pepperoni, Bacon What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?: Dammit, I wanna go back to bed What is your first thought before you go to bed?: Ah, finally What college do you want to go to?: school's expensive Do you get along with your family?: Not really Do you play any instruments?: No What kind of music do you like?: Kpop Do you think you're attractive?: Yes, but not to a vain point Would you ever get a tattoo?: Yeah How many piercings do you have?: 3 Who makes you laugh?: Kichul Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?: Kibum & Heechul Have you ever seen a dead body?: Yes, at a funeral Do you have a celebrity crush?: Um, no *shifty eyes* What is one thing scientists should invent?: Teleporter Have you ever broken a bone?: No, but I twisted my ankle real bad What happens after you die?: my organs are donor to research Do you watch or read the news?: Just the updates in between shows What stereotype would you label yourself as being?: Rabid Fangirl Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?: ...yes If yo ucould change your name, what would you change it to?: If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go: To before I started school If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?: my attitude Have you ever gone skinny dipping?: My body ain't my temple, I was all for swimming naked Have you ever played strip poker?: nope Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?: Yes What do you want your friends to think about you?: I don't know Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into?: You're writting the story all wrong... HAve you ever bitten someone?: uh...yes, and it wasn't for sex When's your birthday?: September 11th, Have you ever stolen anything?: Yup, and gotten caught Do you make wishes on shooting stars?: uh-hun Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting?: 2 whole large pizzas If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?: October 18 Do you remember your dreams?: Sometimes Have you ever been in love?: Head of heels Are you a morning person or a night person?: Night Do you have any phobias?: Lots What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone?: Shoved them into a garbage can, poured my drinks on them, burnt them with a lighter Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth?: yes How many screen names do you have?: 5 Do any medical problems run in your family?: 5 Have anyone ever been disowned from your family?: Not for long Have you ever had a nightmare?: Yes Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?: Friends Would you ever participate in a threesome?: Yeah, I'd even go as high as a fivesome Would you ever pay for a prostititue?: Too expensive Have you ever mooned or flashed someone?: Yes, intentionally and unintentionally Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?: I'm not a good person Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: Not laughed, but danced Have you ever written a love letter?: Not to someone, but yes Have you ever attempted suicide?: Attempted, no, comtemplated, yes Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: boxers Have you ever been in a fistfight?: No, but I have been in a bitch!fight Do you have any hidden talents?: Yes, but they're so hidden I haven't discoveried them yet What is one thing you want me to know about you?: I...am addicted to Super Junior What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask?: "Who is your baby daddy?" Do you usually prefer books or movies?: Movies Who is your favourite person to talk to?: the co-author of my imagination Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?: the co-author of my imagination Would you ever have sex before marriage?: yes Who do you talk to most on the phone?: the co-author of my imagination Do you have a secret that yo'ure ashamed of?: yes Do you prefer british or american spelling of words?: American Spelling, British Speaking Have you ever gotten detention?: Yup, but I wasn't one of those one who could have the mail forwarded there How do you vent your anger?: through stories Have you ever been on a diet?: I'm too skinny to diet Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?: Depends on by how much Is your best friend a virgin?: Nope What's a rumor someone has spread about you?: "I'm a lesbo" What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing?: A raunchy striptease to my tied up victim What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you?: punched me for protecting their mother What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you?: bought me food when I was hungry Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?: diagnosed, no, but I think I do have some mental illness Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?: nope Have you ever wanted to murder someone?: yes, and even fakely planned how to do it Have you ever hated someone?: to the bone Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?: online Do you consider yourself popular?: no Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?: no Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?: yes Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?: yes What is your favourite book?: Reading is over-rated Do you have a collection of anything?: Only Kichuls Are you happy with the person you are becoming?: Well, there's nothing I can do now Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?: Yeah, I have less victims What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?: in Korea teaching English Are you happy with the life you have?: Yes Take this survey | Find more surveys Bzoink - The Original Survey Site (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 20th, 2006
4:22 pm	HOW MUCH DO I COST?? I am worth $1,690,502 on HumanForSale.com ( Read more... ) Current Mood: satisfied Current Music: TRAX (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 16th, 2006
8:34 pm	CAPTION THIS!!! ~SuJu EDITION~ I THINK IT'S TIME FOR A GREATEST BOREDOM GAME. It's called caption this picture, SuJu editions. You can post any picture that has SuJu member in it, since we exhausted our great KiChul pics. on your MySpce blog. ( ThE GaMe bEgInS NoW!!! ) Current Music: Koda Kumi (24 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 12th, 2006
6:53 pm	I've seen 121 of these 168 movies I found this on one of my friends page and I still can't believe how many of them I've actually since. ( Read more... ) ( Read more... ) Current Mood: shocked Current Music: BoA (Comment on this)
Friday, November 10th, 2006
12:00 am	~KiChul Sex Scene~ “So, you ready for another round?” *encircling his arm around Kibum’s body to stroke his ass* “Are you kidding me?” *his eyes popping out* “I’ll take that as a no.” *pulling him in closer to kiss him* “Or at least a maybe.” *gulps, as he feels his pants being pulled off* “Chullie… please don’t.” *then his underwear* “Rella...” *starts to dread what’s Heechul has cooked for him up in his head* “Sheshhhh….” *places his finger next to his lips* “Don’t speak.” *places a kiss just under his belly button* “You don’t get to object.” *runs his hand down around his arousal* *want more contact pushes his torso up* “Ehhh...” *strokes him gentle, waiting to a response to encourage him to continue* *hush toned* “Chullie...” *twist his warm hands gently around the shaft, running up the flesh* “It looks like you enjoyed that.” *rubs the tip, and again twist his hand around his shaft, and runs up* “Eh-Huh.” *leans into blowing hot breath on his penis, then after planting a kiss on his tip, takes him in his mouth* “Whoa.” pushing back into the bed, then pushing up to meet his mouth again* *smile with him still in his mouth, then use his tongue to massage him* “Oh… Gawds.” *he explodes inside his lovers mouth* *swallowing his delicious surprise* “Yummy.” *kisses his way up his willowy body* “So, are we ready for another round now?” *evil horny smile* *mouth open, breath shallow* “You really are insatiable.” “I know, that’s what makes me so great.” *encloses the space between them, so that it was obvious to each just how excited the other was* *thinking back to how painful his ass felt last time* “You know, it’s only supposed to hurt the first time.” *trying to comfort him* “Really, then let’s see you take it up the ass.” “Think about that for a moment. If I’m taking it, who’s giving it?” *nudge nudge* *wide eyed* “Oh, yeah that’s right. I forgot that.” *blushes at the thought of having to do that to Heechul* “I didn’t think you’d be that brave yet.” *trails kisses along his collarbone, as his force him on him front. Pressing his back against his partners* “Does it still hurt?” “Not really.” *turns his head to tenderly kiss his friend* *pulls off his underwear* “That’s good.” *his privates pushing up close to the reddened ass beneath him* “I wouldn’t want to seem insensitive.” *grabs the lubricants off the side table, and lubes up. Descending his penis into the tight cavity* “Uhhhhh.” “Eh-huh.” *intertwines his fingers in the material of the sheets* *bracing himself on Kibum’s shoulder, thrust in.* “Holy hell!” *his back arched at the intrusion* “You take it pretty well.” *nips at his shoulder blades, and rolls his hips forward slowly developing a rhythm* *breath becoming more ragged with each thrust* “Uhh.” *legs weaken and give out beneath him* *holding up his limp body around his waist for one last worn-out thrust* “UH!!!!” *collapsing down on the bed, breathing in deeply* “That was amazing.” *rolls over, giving him a passionate kiss* “Sarangmida.” *pulling the coverings up over them, he snuggles into other’s warmth* “Same thing tomorrow?” *a smile curling up on his lips* *wide eyed* “You’ve got to be kidding me, his ass beginning to throb* Current Mood: horny Current Music: "Rub One Out" by 2ge+her (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 5th, 2006
10:47 pm	Boredom brings upon insanity, and randomness. I do some weird things when I'm bored. Well, I have the entire Pokemon Christmas CD and when it plays through it plays a "The Night Before Christmas Pokemon" version. And one time I want to read along but couldn't find any site that had that version, so I spend an hour typing it out. It's so detailed and just because it's fun to post random, things, I'm posting it here. So, with our further ado, The Night Before Christmas Pokemon version Ash: Ohhh, it’s freezing out there Misty: Brrw, Close the door. (sound of door closing) Misty: Did you get more wood? Ash: Oh yeah! (sound of walking across wooden floor, then a pile of wood being dropped) Ash: Hey, what’s that? (points to papers) Misty: It’s a Christmas poem, ‘Twas the Night before Christmas’. I download it from the internet. Ash: Ohhh, I know this one. (clears throat) Twas the night before Christmas and all through the house not a creature was stirring not even Meowth. (creepy laugh) (sound of bells ringing then Brock enters) Brock: Eggnogs, ready Ash: Eggnog?? Misty: Yeah, Brock made eggnog and Christmas cookies. Ash: Alright! Brock: Oh you guys are reading the Night before Christmas. (clears throat) Twas the night before Christmas and- Ash: Ah, I already read that part. Pick it up from here Brocko. Brock: Right. The stockings were hung by the chimney with care, in hopes that Saint Nicholas soon would be there. Misty: The children were nestled all snug in their beds, while vision of viol-plum danced in their heads. Brock: Umm, hey yeah, where you download the version from, Misty? Misty: (creepy girlie laugh) Ash: And my mum in her kerchief and Mr. Mime in my cap, and I think Professor Oak was there too, had just settled their brains for a long winter’s nap. Misty: When out on the roof there arose such a clatter. (sounds heard in background) Ash: Hey, what was that? Did anybody else hear that? Misty: I sprang from my bed to see what was the matter. Brock: Away to the window I flew like a flash, tore open the shutter and saw a rapid-dash. Ash: The moon on the breast of the new fallen snow, gave the lustre of midday to jinks below. Brock: When what to my half open eyes should appear!? But a miniature sleigh and eight tiny reindeer. Misty: With a little old driver so lively and quick. I know in a moment it must be Saint Nick. Ash: More rapid then the Moltris, he’s course the came. He whistles and shouted and called them by name. -Ah (sounds of crashing) Jessie: To protect the world from devastation. Ash: TEAM ROCKET! I know I heard something, what are you doing here? Meowth: We came to capture some rare pokemon, So the boss will give us our Christmas bonuses this year. Jessie: Oh, isn’t that quaint. They’re reading a Christmas poem James: Euww, Jessie this is my favourite part. Now Dasher, now Dancer, now Pancer, and Vixens. On Comet, on Cupid, on Dawner and Blizpin. Meowth: To the top of porch, to the top of the wall. Now dash away, dash away, dash away all. Ash: Anyways, as I was saying. Jessie: Move over twerp, I’m reading this part. As dried leaves as before the wild hurricane fly. When they meet with an obstacle, mount to the sky. So, up to the housetop the course the flew with a sleigh full of toys. Meowth: And some pokemon, too. Brock: And then in a twinkling, I heard on the rooftop the prancing and pawing of each little Machop. As I drew in my head and was turning around. Down the chimney Saint Nicholas came with a bound. Meowth: He was dressed all in fur from his head to his foot. A lot like me actually. And his clothes were all tarnished, like ashes with soot. Ash: Huh? Misty: A bundle of toys he had felon on his back. And he looked like a trainer just opening his pack. James: His eyes how they twinkled, his dimples how merry. Euww, his cheeks were like roses, his nose like a cherry. His drawl little mouth was drawn up like a bow and the beard on his chin was white as the snow. Misty: The stump of a pipe was held tight in his teeth, and the smoke it encircle his head like a wreath. Jessie: He had a brood face and a little round belly that shock when he laughed like a bowl full of jelly. Meowth: He was chubby and plum, a right jolly old elf and I laughed when I saw him in spit of myself. A wink of his eye, and a twist of his head. Soon give me to know I had nothing to dredge. James: He spoke not a word but went straight to work and fill all the stockings, then turned with a jerk. Ash: And laying his fingers a side his nose, and giving a nod up the chimney he rose. Meowth: He sprang to his sleigh, to his team gave a whistle. And away the all flew like the down of a thistle. Jessie: But I heard him exclaim as he drove off to the mall. All: “Happy Pokemon Christmas, Catch ‘Em all, Catch ‘Em All.” THE END! Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Nal Dalm Eun Geu Dae by Dynamic Duo (Comment on this)
Monday, October 30th, 2006
7:03 pm	Which couple do you favourite? Poll #856825 SUPER JUNIOR Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 7 Whose your favourite couples? View Answers KiChul (KiBum & HeeChul) 6 (85.7%) DongChul (DongHae & HeeChul) 1 (14.3%) SiChul (SiWpn & HeeChul) 1 (14.3%) HanChul (HanKyung & HeeChul) 1 (14.3%) YehWook (YehSung & RyeoWook) 1 (14.3%) SiKyung (SiWon & HanKyung) 1 (14.3%) YehMin (YehSung & SungMin) 0 (0.0%) SungWook (SungMin & RyeoWook) 0 (0.0%) DongKyung (DongHae & Han Kyung) 0 (0.0%) HanBum (HanKyung & KiBum) 1 (14.3%) KiWon (KiBum & SiWon) 1 (14.3%) JooSoo (Xiah & Micky) 2 (28.6%) YouJoong (YouhNo & Hero) 1 (14.3%) JaeMin (Hero & Max) 2 (28.6%) Current Mood: curious Current Music: Jolin Tsai (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 29th, 2006
11:39 pm	I AM AN ADDICT!!! I've just been recanting over my addiction, my addiction to Korean dramas. So far to date I've watched; My Name Kim Sam Soon, Full House, Goong/Princess Hour, Lets Go to School, Sang-doo!, My Girl, Save the Last Dance, Wonderful Life. And in the future Im planning to watch; Only You, Sweet 18, Great Inheritance, Delightful Girl Choon-Hyang, Fireworks. Im even planning to go back and watch the rest of A Love to Kill. To be fair, my addiction began not with a Korean drama but the 'Japanese Live Action Sailor Moon.' My friend, you, sent me a clip of the Sailor Scouts battling, what at the time we called, 'Power Ranger Wanna Be Bad Guy'. After that I had to see more, so I went on a search to find more clips and in return found the entire series. Though I don't quite remember all of the series, meaning it must be time for a refresher, I do remember important moments. Like the ever popular 'Eye Cape Swoosh'. It would be sometime before I started to watch my first Korean drama. But when I did it happened to be at my friend's apartment, again you. Starting from episode 2, I began to watch My Name is Kim Sam Soon. From this drama I was truly addicted; we ended up watch up to episode 4 or 5 at her apartment. Only to have me return home not being able to wait to watch more. I download, actually I youtubed the entire series. Still never having to watch episode one. Again I don't remember the true legalist of the series but it is to be expected. The next drama I watch would not only add to my k-drama addiction but would make me a Bi/Rain addicted. The cute Teddy Bear dance forever imbedded in my mind. Well, that and him in a pink apron, I guess they don't make apron for men in Korea. Now I have had some mean spirited friends, but none that would fake me winning a trip just so they could sell my fathers house. The house he built with his own hands. And if that was bad, allowing them back into your life. Who cares, if shes pregnant. Which even brings me to another point, how during the entire drama, which has to span more then 5 months, does her friend not look pregnant? If youre going to make her pregnant during the first episode you think they realize they need to make her look pregnant. After Full House, I believe I watched Goong/Princess Hour. The longest drama Ive watched to-date. Though if youd watch you would feel there could have made it shorter. I watched the first 6 episode one after the other, but as I got to the middle I could barely sit through one episode. Then with the end, I stayed up until 4:30 in the morning watching the last episode. Thankfully I didnt have a life to go to in the morning, so I could sleep in. With every episode I watched involving Yul, my need to destroy increased. One of my most hated unrequited love to date. But the cute moments of angry, jealousy, and annoyance between the two main characters made me want to see. And just like countless other out there I cant wait for Goong Season 2. Lets Go to School, Sang-doo! was the next drama along my list. The cute school-boy outfit they had Bi in keep me hooked. Now heres an episode for all those first-loves out. The character developments and unrequited love drew me along with the story. Although the ending left a little to be confused about, even to this day I dont know if I should be happy about the ending or not. Here a drama I think needs a second season to or at least a movie to explain the ending. After watching Sang-doo I took a little break not being able to find a decent drama watch. That is till my friend, once again you, recommended My Girl. A true romantic comedy for the masses. From rags to riches, with the evitable true love in the end. The series brought along a love for an unrequited love. But as the drama progressed my love for him began to disappear. Im speaking of course of Seo Jeong-woo. Through I downloaded Save the Last Dance and had it on my hard-drive for a-while I didnt get hooked until I watched the first episode with Aislin. We spent most of the time wondering when he would lose his memories, or when they meet. But after he did lose his memories, a truly memorable moment, I was hooked. I didnt even wait 5 minutes after she left to begin watching the next episode. And now weve made it to my last k-drama so far, Wonderful Life. Though I watched the entire I was only entertained by the first 10 or so episode. The last episode with their daughter being sick was not what I want to see. I keep watching episodes hoping that the next one would be more entertaining only to be disappointed. And the ending, I would have rather seen something else after we are informed of how Han Shin-bi was conceived. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: ShinVi (Comment on this)